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CONFESSION
01:19
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They say I'm f***ing crazy
They say I'm mentally scarred
I've battled addiction way harder than this
I'll take the pain away from you
Shatter the hopeless and bury the pride
For forty nights I laid alone in my bed
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2. |
EVE
04:15
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I know ill win
So i'll give you my pride
Ill give you my hopes
And ill give you my life
For all is said to be just be fate in the end
I'll dine with the devil until you can get my... blood
Consuming life itself; i just stand by quiet, sitting on the shelf
Watching every fucking move you make
Becoming the person we've come to hate
So ill just close my eyes
Feeling blind to life; going back and fourth
Seeing whats inside
Everlasting
Just take a look and tell me what you see
Pale black & white; just a ghost a like me
Suffocate
I see you stranger
Listen here my friend, i promise you
Just go ahead & disobey
Ghost in vision i need you to bleed for me
Ill turn a man to a slave
Repeating repeating mistakes that he's made
It all stays the same - the sight of his loved ones that stood at his grave
When will we reach out to the person who created us
Here by thy call we will rise
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3. |
NIGHTMARE
03:48
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I lay awake every night
Dreaming of us, of my life
When I die, where I'll go
If I fight, to survive
Paralyzed in darkness; terrified
Reading every page
Try to refrain from going insane
I'm seeing colors again
Can't tell me where I am or if I'm still asleep
This manifested as it slowly started to creep
Inside it's building it's energy, slowly inside of me
I don't know where to begin
Wake up
A world of dark starts when u close your eyes
Holding on to the pain to find whats wrong
There's terrible skies and terrible lies
Your holding on for dear life to see this through
I lay awake every night
Dreaming of us, of my life
When I die, where I'll go
If I fight, to survive
Paralyzed in darkness; terrified
There isn't enough time to be there alone
I'll let you go so I can be there on the other side
There's energy inside my head I'm forced to get you out
Inside it's building it's energy, slowly inside of me
I don't know where to begin
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4. |
DOMINANCE
03:30
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Your self-righteous ways won't get you anything but judgment
Your future is held together loosely with thread
Don't push your luck, you're not even real
You're only an image and a soul to feel
Curse this vision
I can read the human mind
Some say that it's a gift
But I swear it isn't mine
You couldn't handle all your suffering
These broken pieces were not meant to be
Mended back together
Now we're falling down
This is so overwhelming
I'm out of control, my life on the sidelines telling my lies
Just let it go with the feeding addiction to be on my own
Tell me why I can see the dead
Tell me how I can read their minds
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5. |
ALONE
03:58
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I wanna know what you've been thinking when you're caught up with yourself
I try to help but I get pushed away with nothing left to say
I tend to overthink but baby I just wanna know the truth
'Cuz all I'm left with is the memories of what we were and I hate it
Licking all my wounds
But you wont let me be alone; let me think again..
All that's left is pieces of our past
So tell me what you think
What did I do here to deserve such misery
I'm feeling lost and so alone; please help me find a way out
The darkness in my mind consumes me for the last time
But you won't let me be alone, let me think again
All that's left is pieces of our past
Just tell me how its better this way
Created a growing hatred for what we were
There's a monster in my life; an obstacle too complicated
I always felt like we were running out of things to say
A growing illness where the cure is just to run away
So I'll turn to this liquid lie
For the night and I'll be fine
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6. |
ADDICT
03:32
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When I tried changing you in every single way
You would tell us that your getting help; we were lied to everyday
We would find you passed out drunk, on the streets that you call home
I'm telling you you're a fucking addict, so now you're on your own
I need this to cope with my problems
You'd understand if you stood in my shoes
I need to not feel pain
So now we learn
How to cope with our problems sitting in silence, no drinks involved
Except I don't know where to start
When I tried changing you in every single way
You would tell us that your getting help; we were lied to everyday
We would find you passed out drunk, on the streets that you call home
I'm telling you you're a fucking addict, so now you're on your own
I always felt I'm going backwards with you
Seeming so pointless, lost out in the open
I don't know what i thought you would do
When all of us wanted to see you come come though
Please understand I want want your fucking help
I'll get through this this on my own
I need this to cope with my problems
You'd understand if you stood in my shoes
I need to not feel pain
I think I'm going to die here
I have no need to move on
Let me die
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7. |
TRANCE
03:22
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I'm invisible in this life I live
I'd to ask myself why things have gotten so out of control
Prepare yourself for an eternity
Step back, don't get too close
This is a contagious disease
Now I can see why I was infected
I see myself looking back at you
Right now I see myself going insane, the walls are closing in
So many people are afraid of whats to come, they hold the future
If I had known time stood still
I'd be more careful
These spirits are out of control, please help them
Tell me what you are, tell me what you want
Why have you haunted me for so long
To be out somewhere, to be alone out there
It must be tough never having a home
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8. |
POWER
03:16
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Why does everybody wanna be god
Why does everyone rule the world
Being power-hungry makes us dangerous until disease takes all
(Lies)
I wanna see the world through your perspective , but not a self-righteous mind
We'll see the world go raw before we see apocalypse
Tell me how you do it, tell me how you live with yourself, 'cuz I don't get it
The only thing you love to do is tell secrets and lies, value and pride
You make everyone look bad on the outside
Tell me why you'd do it, tell me whats your motive, what of person are you
Show me inside your mind, what kind of people are you
You should see the friendly people you murdered with words alone
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9. |
VICTIM
03:40
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I remember clearly, you were stuck in the world open wound
You were treading carefully behind everything that you had thought was right
But you were wrong and so naive, such an innocent mind
You were such an innocent life
This is how ill remember you , when I grow up and live my life
Not a single day goes by, where I miss you
You fooled me and tricked me and forced me to lie
You killed me and made me go mentally blind
I will never forgive you
I'll turn my eyes blind for one last time
Because of you i'll never be the same
Years and years of pain never comes clean
Visible scars, visible pain, a trophy i have to display for the rest of my life
Why would you do this to an adolescent child
Always reaching out to stop and watch you slam another bottle
Time is not your friend
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10. |
APOCALYPSE
04:01
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You tie the noose around neck, appealing to fate that decided the end
No, I wont regret the single disturbance that put you rest
I see you look at me with horror in your eyes
Things fall a part as we collide with open skies
They get addicted when I'm falling, it brings my demons out to fight
There's something going on inside them, I think the psychopath was right
Let it go, you're holding the key of addiction
Nothing stops there, no, where ever I am, I can't seem to find my way
I'm stuck in the same place, over and over again, repeating the same mistakes
Ashes around me, with lights shining bright
I'll ask them to guide me into the light
Take us back, we don't belong here
Everything is crashing around us, making it hard to breathe
Give us the signal, prepare for the worst
We lost all control to what it means to be human
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11. |
DEPRESSION
04:02
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I told myself I would never be like you
Hypocritical, with no fucking shame
So here me out, I want nothing to do with you
Tell me why you would say such things to them
Without knowing who to blame
The lives we shared, has finally been betrayed
You were to me what everybody said you were
I tell myself that there is no cure for all the pain you put me through
They know that were toxic
Promise me you'll stay alive
No
I need you in my life, even through were toxic
We're playing hide and seek with the god in the afterlife
I hope they treat you well
The life we shared, has finally been betrayed
You were to me what everybody said you were
Paralyzed as your treading water
You fade to black as your skins gets cold
Please go back
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12. |
SUICIDE
03:39
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kirfex
Kirfex (born May 22, 1994) is an American guitarist, songwriter, and producer. Creating everything by himself, he began his solo career in 2009. Kirfex has self-released 3 record albums. 2022 decided a career change into a new alternative/indie-pop genre of music where his future will lead on in music. ... more
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